"The countdown"

So I'm entering my last week of school and everything just feels so normal. I don't think it has totally hit me yet how much of a change this whole experience will be. Everyone always asks me how I feel and the only words I can manage are, "Excited!" because there are really no words to describe what I'm about to do. I'm mixed with so many emotions everyday. I'm happy that I have the opportunity of a lifetime and I'm so excited to learn a whole new culture. At the same time I'm sad because while I'm gone, my friends will change, and when I come back I know nothing will be the same. I'm also nervous because I'm not very good at spanish so the first few months will be so hard for me. I know that everyone says if you stick through those rough times, good times will come and that's what I have to think about for now. I see all the other exchange students writing things like, "100 more days!" but I don't see how they could be so quick to leave their whole world behind. I wish I could feel the way they do but there's something holding me back, regretting that all my friends can't experience this with me. Don't get me wrong, I'm still super excited for this trip but I just have to keep it real here.